to the lighthouse

boy_like_me @ 2006-06-06T14:01:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-06-01T19:05:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-05-28T10:33:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-05-18T14:09:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-05-11T16:50:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-05-07T12:30:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-04-27T15:32:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-02-23T23:14:00

2006-02-24T05:18:12Z

here's looking towards brighter weather

boy_like_me @ 2006-02-21T11:26:00

2006-02-21T17:27:56Z

this is probably some of my favorite fabric. its sort of transparent so i doubled it up with the same purple that the skirt is made out of for the background. im terrified of sewing with it because its so old and im afraid of it ripping to shreds. i have only used it for one thing without too many problems so maybe there's hope

boy_like_me @ 2006-02-06T20:46:00

2006-02-07T02:51:37Z

reconnecting is so lovely. it takes very little for me to see why its worth it. and now if you'll excuse me, its probably a wise decision to reconnect with the rest of my life and the rest of the world

boy_like_me @ 2006-01-30T23:24:00

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boy_like_me @ 2006-01-27T15:49:00

2006-01-27T21:55:44Z

i got that promotion at work so im fulltime now with benefits and vacation and my birthday off. and i still probably make less than you

and i will not be attempting to sew with lamé again anytime soon

boy_like_me @ 2006-01-16T14:27:00

2006-01-16T20:27:32Z

totally safe and comfortable, but not at the price of passion and excitement

hallelujah

boy_like_me @ 2006-01-06T13:31:00

2006-01-06T19:31:51Z

the past few months have sort of blurred together into one long month full of nothing and everything. im probably in mostly the same boat as i was before save for a few things. lets see:

+:
+seeing scott
+a slightly less harsh winter
+employee of the month (again)
+a promotion at work (hopefully, fingers crossed)

-:
-same boring work same boring house same boring things to do
-still not in school (its a negative right now anyhow)
-not having the opportunity to see scott whenever i want
-no lisence to drive (though i have a car which my parents got a cd player installed in for me for christmas)
-working
-brookfield/milwaukee
-everyone's gone already and some are even about to leave still
-aint not sunshine
--dads brain surgery later this month

boy_like_me @ 2005-06-20T15:03:00

2005-06-20T20:04:05Z

more than anything ever you're beautiful and always so clever

boy_like_me @ 2005-06-11T03:19:00

2005-06-11T08:20:19Z

the unbelievalbe has become quite believable. i can hardly contain myself and i look forward to a rich and long future.

here's to us. and here's to the rest of you

boy_like_me @ 2005-06-09T06:29:00

2005-06-09T11:31:12Z

truely--everything is quite wonderful right now. and im quite certain it can get even better. i just cannot get enough

i suppose it'll be nice to have more time to see people. ive been super preoccupied as of late

boy_like_me @ 2005-06-01T06:23:00

2005-06-01T11:24:05Z

love is natural and real

for once im unable to find any doubts--not even in myself

boy_like_me @ 2005-05-27T12:30:00

2005-05-27T17:33:09Z

i hope (and i suppose im fairly certain) he knows how lucky he is--both of them in fact

palying it safe has always been my greatest asset and biggest downfall

translations are so tricky be they words or actions. however, i suppose i'll stick around for awhile. maybe i wont go insane and my circling thoughts will mellow out. here's hoping thats true

boy_like_me @ 2005-04-30T13:10:00

2005-04-30T18:13:21Z

im purchasing a sewing manaquin and i couldnt be more excited!!! wow this'll make everything a million times easier!! and my parents bought a '90 buick reagle pretty much for me to use. now i need to learn to drive (i suppose that was the push i was waiting for)

so i've missed a lot of school this week--but it pretty much doesnt matter because im graduating

i need to find more things to do--day five of not leaving my house (except wednesday to work)

i hope everyone's doing well

boy_like_me @ 2005-04-06T08:02:00

2005-04-06T13:03:08Z

i should have checked in more. i've lost touch with a lot more people than i'd thought. but of course things arent changing for just me. change caters to no one

boy_like_me @ 2005-04-05T07:59:00

2005-04-05T13:04:00Z

so im pretty much severing all ties with this girl. and im pretty sure that it isnt a clean break. im pretty sure im out time, energy, and even money. but its ok if i dont have to talk to her anymore. thats the price i'll pay. today i call her on her shit. today i find out what she's been scheming. about damn time. its still hard for me to believe that she's a complete psychopath. id love to feel bad for her, but she digs her own graves--everyone knows this.

on a much lighter note, my break was wonderful. i got to spend a lot of time with some friends i dont see very often and i got to spend a lot of time alone. i'll regret all the cigarettes i smoked, but i suppose it was an even trade.

i cannot wait for the post man to come(!)

boy_like_me @ 2005-04-04T08:20:00

2005-04-04T13:21:08Z

sexually frustrated and eighteen

boy_like_me @ 2005-02-18T08:10:00

2005-02-18T14:12:53Z

being passive gets me nowhere. being aggressive gets me nowhere. i cant win. i know that waiting for things to happen for me does nothing, but appearently making things happen for myself does nothing as well.

desperately seeking spring

boy_like_me @ 2005-02-14T18:43:00

2005-02-15T00:53:31Z

i hope everyone is enjoying themselves. i wish i were a bit more. i've had so much time these past few days with so little to do. a dream come true at one point--but im over it. spring fever to its fullest i think. i'm anticipating going out and enjoying the grass and sun and breeze. no more of this bullshit. thats all it is im sure--the weather keeping me down